Getting a hysterectomy (19F)

I am 19F and I knew I was always going to be childfree. I’ve never wanted kids never liked them, found the process of making one with a cis male vile, found the swelling that my body would do horrific, gagged at the idea of a child being formed in me and needed to kick its ass out even worse, and I believe that having kids causes more suffering when we have people dying on the streets.

There’s also another thing- outside of my fear of pregnancy I cannot stand my biological body and knew that something was wrong with me. I cannot stand having a uterus or being a cis women. It all feels so violating

But with that and several other details that I left out due to personal reasons I out found out that I could get gender affirming surgery and it all clicked. Skip months of calling around asking about sterilization I finally have gotten a hysterectomy consultation on the 20th. I have not told anyone. None of my family know and they will not know until I get the care that will improve my life by ten fold. I will update with how the appointment goes.

Tldr; I am 19 actually trans nonbinary person who is hitting two birds with one stone in their childfreeness and transness with a hysterectomy appointment on the way after months of calling. None of my family know nor is it any of their business. I am an adult who knows their body and is choosing a life fit for me made by me.

Getting a hysterectomy (19F)