Venting

I am crying myself to sleep yet again because Roe v Wade being overturned has reminded me most men see us as nothing but incubators. This is further confirmed when men reject me the minute they find out I don’t want kids. I am trying so hard to be good enough for Asian men in other ways, including my ozempic-similar medication and 1000 calorie-a-day diet recommended by the endocrinologist and my weight loss has still stalled. I am so scared I’m going to be alone forever. I know as a 32 year old woman I have no market value left, especially to Asian men. If I’m still single by the time my parents pass away I will just remove myself from this planet.

Venting